In those days
I was quite the runner, and that morning found me in baggy shorts and a garish
orange Princeton T-shirt, loping alongside the two-lane country road that fed
into Alexander Street. Rows of young cornstalks, about two feet high, rippled
on either side of the road. Traffic was almost nonexistent – it was an early
Saturday morning. As I pounded along, crunching gravel with my battered
cross-trainers, I took deep breaths of the sweet spring air and remembered
those priceless moments from my childhood when all was sensory experience, when
I marveled at the rich complexity and startling beauty of the immense world
that surrounded me. I wished I could capture that feeling and live with it
always.
Eventually
the sunny cornfields were replaced by towering trees, dripping shade, and I was
back in Princeton. I hopped from the road to a sidewalk, passed Prospect Street
and the eating clubs, and headed deeper into town. Soon I was turning right
onto Porter and climbing the wooden steps of the sprawling Victorian duplex
where I lived. I had pulled a chain from around my neck and almost had my key
in the door when I realized a man was standing in the shadows of the
wrap-around porch.
“Professor
Goddard?” he asked.
“Oops,
you scared me!” I said, almost dropping the key.
“I’m
sorry. Are you Emily Goddard?”
He
was tall and thin, with an oval face and a very thin mustache. Not bad looking,
but he was dressed like a bureaucrat, in a gray suit and dull blue tie. He
carried a brown portfolio under his arm. He didn’t look like a threat, so I
relaxed. That was my first mistake.
I
was pretty good at mistakes. Not professionally, mind you. As an associate
professor of anthropology, I’d developed a fairly sharp reputation But my
personal life was a shambles, and sometimes it seemed I was cursed, that I
purposely stumbled from one stupid situation to another. The latest example
being Max Sellars. I’d broken up with Max just two weeks before. We had met at
UCLA and had engaged in an on-again off-again relationship that in time became
our normal routine. Then, after a few years, it all went sour. What had started
out looking like a life partnership turned into a bitter psychological
wrestling match. But that disaster was finally behind me. Thoughts of Max were
the furthest thing from my mind as I stared at the guy in the gray suit. Yes, I
was certain, he was a fed.
“I’m
Emily Goddard,” I admitted. “And you? You’re not from the IRS, are you?”
His
throat rumbled a little, a kind of bureaucrat’s laugh. He extended his hand.
“No,
my name is Frank Devereaux. I’m with the White House staff.”
As
we shook hands, I felt a little dizzy. I wanted to say something clever, like,
Wow, that tax problem must be worse than I thought. But I just nodded.
“Do
you have a few minutes to talk?” he asked. I now glanced down toward the street
and saw a sleek black sedan, with a military driver and another suit. No doubt
his ride.
You’re
probably wondering what one of the President’s Men wanted with me. I’ll tell
you, but be patient. This story is a bit involved. And I’m not as young as I
used to be. I tend to digress, to wander off the primrose path, sniffing the
flowers and daydreaming. But I’ll try to behave.
I
had been at Princeton for eight years. I was one of those anthropologists who
lived for fieldwork. Every summer I’d head off on an adventure, to study a
tribe or a clan or a family in some far-off land. Cultural anthro was my field,
and folklore/mythology was my specialty. I did a lot of my work in the Middle
East and North Africa. This had something to do with my background, which I’ll
get to eventually. My classes were small – eight to ten sharp young men and
women – and I didn’t lecture, I conducted “preceptorials.” Little seminars
really. My students and I would usually sit together around a table and work on
the issues. I had them write lots of papers. They may have hated this part, but
we all loved the discussions. We would talk for hours about folklore
traditions, about how such beliefs developed and how they affected – and were
affected by – behavior and social structures. Anyway, I published my research,
and got some attention, and promotions followed. I looked forward to making
full professor – any year now! But the best part was the fieldwork. If I could
spend nine months of the year in the Middle East and three in the classroom,
instead of the other way around, I would have been in heaven.
Mr.
Frank Devereaux of the Executive Branch showed me a suitably impressive
identification card, and being the patsy that I am, I invited him into the living
room of my home. I sat in a wingback chair and he sat on the couch. I was
embarrassed to be all sweaty and smelly, and here he was, a White House
official, but he didn’t seem to mind. I even offered to go shower before we
talked, but he wanted to get right to business. He took a manila folder from
his portfolio and laid it on the coffee table between us.
“Professor
– ”
“Emmy,
please. That’s what my friends call me. You are
a friend, aren’t you?”
He
almost smiled.
“Emmy.
I have an important favor to ask. On behalf of my employer.” He didn’t have to
say who that was. “We have a bit of a
problem that needs to be resolved. We could use your help.”
I
leaned forward, partly out of intense interest, and partly to get that damp
T-shirt off my breasts. He may have been a government bureaucrat, but he was
still a guy.
“I’ll
try my best,” I said. “What’s the problem, and how can I help?”
Four hours later, we were sitting
side-by-side on a government Lear jet, winging down the coast toward
Washington, D.C. and Andrews Air Force Base.
What
the hell are you doing, Em? I wondered, as I sipped a root beer and listened to
Frank Devereaux talking about his childhood memories of Lafayette, Louisiana.
You have classes tomorrow. You can’t just up and leave!
But
I guess I was ripe for it. Among other things, it would help me put the breakup
with Max behind me. I asked myself: Then why are you thinking about him? Not
that Max didn’t have his good points. He was incredibly intelligent, and a
gentle, persistent lover. But he was also a control freak, and he wanted to
rule me like he ruled his classes. Max Sellars taught theoretical physics in
arguably the best physics department in the country. He saw himself destined
for a Nobel Prize. Maybe he would snare one someday. Who knows?
The
reason I was thinking about him was that conversation we’d had at PJ’s Pancake
House. Over a dimpled brown acre of blueberry waffles, he told me about
“multiple dimensions” – how quantum physics required that there be many unseen
dimensions in our world. It wasn’t just a science-fiction concept, he insisted.
None of the math would work without an array of hidden dimensions beyond the
three spatial ones we experience in our lives.
So what
does that mean for us, I asked Max. Can we visit these extra dimensions. Does
anyone live there? He laughed and said, “We all live there! We just can’t see
it all.” We are more complicated beings in a world of many dimensions, just
like a three-dimensional cube is more complex than a two-dimensional square on
a piece of paper, which in turn is more intricate than a simple line of one
dimension. Well, I asked, can anything or anyone hide in these extra
dimensions, so we couldn’t see them in our normal world? Max frowned and was
silent for a moment. “I suppose it’s possible,” he said.
Then, after
filling my head full of multiple dimensions, he told me about “multiple
universes.” There were several theories here. One was that right after the Big
Bang, space-time expanded at varying rates in different places, creating
“bubble universes” that may have their own natural laws, and that may sometimes
collide with one another. Any theory, based on quantum concepts, says that
every choice in the universe creates two new universes, one based on the choice
taken and the other on the choice not taken. So there are an infinite number of
universes, and wormholes and other phenomena may create portals allowing us to
move from one universe to another.
Why
was I thinking of all this 30,000 feet above Delaware? We’ll get to that.
I
looked over at Mr. Frank Devereaux of the Executive Branch. His eyes were
closed and he was dozing. I thought about what he had said to me to get me on
this plane. A lot of circumlocutions and bureaucratese, but three solid things:
One:
“The President is aware of your expertise in Middle Eastern folklore.”
Two: “He
would like your counsel on an important issue.”
Three:
“It’s a national security matter.”
Well,
all right, if you put it that way…. So I’d packed a bag. I had no specific
information, but my mind had raced ahead to try to fill in the gaps. I had a
notion, but I didn’t dare believe it.
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